Thursday, July 23, 2009 ♥
i regret . totally regret .
i really damn hate myself for everythings
why why why ?
why i everytime must give a stupid joke ?
why i everytime forget and forget again ?
after every quarrels i forget again.
why i remember everythings but not tis ?
why ?
tis time not more chances for me ?
i only wish for tht my one and only last chance also cant ?
why ?
i known it's my wrong
but is like
if ue found out tht i lis and joking ue with tht urself , and ue didnt give me a chance im ok with it .
but now the things is i told ue myself about it .
cos i dun wan to continue to joke with ue with tht stupid joke .
i really just wan my only one last chance .
just tht last last only .
after 10 months of quarreling and things etc...
why wanna let it end just like tis ?
i hate it .
i just really hate myself .
i known i deserves it . but i regret . i wanna change why dun ue even give me one more chance to change ?
10 months .
why why why ? why everytime b4 those good things happen i will do those stupid things to make those bad things come out ?
why i fall down again ?
tis time i dun even have a chance to climb up again ?
can ue just give me one more chance to prove it ?
almost 1 year le . i dun wan to let it end .
and i also dun wan my birthday to be my worst birthday tht i ever had b4 .
sorry .
i known wat i do or even how i explain or how hard i try to get back like last time also no use .
why ue dun wan to let us to go back like last time ?
i known i should not have show attitude .
but is like.
i done so many things le
even said sorry , explain etc ..
ue didnt reply me
do ue know how i feel when i said sorry etc ... but ue jux dun reply me when i known i done wrong le mah ?
i felt pek chek . ue known ? no ue dun .Labels: why ue just dun give me another chance to prove it
